Grace is free.Sin is expensive.Love is priceless.

Hah realized been quite awhile since I’m here posting some crap. I’m just trying to take a step back in the relationship. Just surprised at the thoughts, the terrible and devious thoughts I’d have in this relationship of mine. It’s just gotta stop. It just got me wondering, am I just being too over possessive? Missing him when it’s barely a day passed and even just the weird and irritating thoughts i have in my mind about the girls around. GOTTA STOPPPP JOLENE. I guess I’m not distancing away but just…. A step back in portraying my love.

I secretly think I’m trouble and a nuisance. 

I’m actually starting to hate this feeling of wanting more. I don’t ever ever want to go down the road of expecting more each and every single day. I want to keep a balance between what I have, what I feel.

It’s one selfless thing that I definitely feel uneasy and unhappy about..,

I was having another temporary break down. The thought of having to plan my schedule, which day to study whichever module, when to actually start on my past year papers etcetera etcetera. It felt like no one else’s comfort would suffice, nothing material would suffice. Only…. Only God’s love and His assurance could suffice me right at that moment. I knew I just needed to talk to Him and commit everything into His hands and to just have faith that He’d help me with this.

I just felt his love right at that moment….. And the best part? His love isnt temporary:)

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Shit. Hate myself for causing so much shit between us. It just pains me so so much to see you like this. It just feels like if we both were to fall, there will no longer be a us anymore. I’m scared… right at this moment that I felt like I needed to be strong.